Golf Widow

That's what I feel like on the weekends.  I don't mind so much during the week because I've had other things going on and I've been so tired I just lay around when I get home from work anyway.  But the weekends are a different story.  Dean is usually gone all day Saturday giving lessons and classes and then helping out around the course.  Then he usually has some lessons or something to do on Sundays.  He's not gone as long, but long enough. I hang out at my parents a lot, but I don't want to do that everyday.  I know in a few months I'll have plenty to keep me busy around here but for right now I am a little bored.  

On another note, we decided on decorating the baby's room with a little help from a blogger friend!  I had originally decided I didn't want to paint. It seemed too daunting of a task and I didn't want to make more work for us than need be. We just moved in here 2 years ago, the paint doesn't really need to be replaced. But in my search for what I wanted (wall decals that were big enough, the right color and the right style) I discovered it might not happen.  So I found this adorable border and Dean had the idea to do it in the middle of the wall and paint the bottom blue to match.  So I think that's what we're going to do.  The only thing we aren't sure about is the current color is 'builder beige' so we want to leave the top alone but it might look better in white.  I hope not, but we'll see.  I ordered the border today so I hope it gets here by mid week and we can pick out paint and maybe get it done next weekend.  My aunt is coming the week after and my friends are coming for the shower so I want to show it to them!  I guess I won't be bored next weekend!  I'm excited to have this in the works.  I'll post pictures when I'm done!  

And lastly, my grandma is having a procedure tomorrow to unblock an artery in her leg. I'm sure it's routine but not for someone who is 85 and smoked their whole life.  I talked to her yesterday and she's of course nervous.  The appointment isn't until 3pm in California....so we won't know anything until late.  And she's staying in the hospital overnight just to be safe because of her age.  I am hoping and praying everything goes ok.  She's a tough lady so I know it will!  But until tomorrow I will be thinking of her!

Thursday

The GD test went fine. The hour wait got a little long but other than that it was fine. The orange drink wasn't the best, but I've tasted worse. Now we wait til the appointment next week to get the results. Then I had dinner with a friend and ran a few errands. My brother had bought a few things for the baby so I ran over there to get them. He got the cutest little boat shoes and pack of onesies. He was quite proud of his purchases and they were so cute! I think this weekend I'm going to go through the clothes I have purchased or have been given and maybe even wash them and put them away. I need to go on a major shopping spree for a wardrobe for the little guy! I should probably make a list first! I did however find the perfect diaper bag here. So I ordered that today.

For some reason I'm not having the best of days so shopping usually makes me feel better. I feel like I could cry if someone said the wrong thing to me. I'm frustrated with my job and anxious for the baby to get here. We started talking about insurance and other financial stuff last night and it's enough to stress anyone out. I would give anything to stay home with the little one but I can see that isn't going to happen. I'm hoping part time will work out. Of course I'm worried about that too because there are a lot opinions around here...but I've decided that I'm doing what is best for my family. Not what is best for them. I could go on and on, but I won't. I need to make some phone calls today so hopefully I'll get the chance to do that.

I am having dinner with another friend tonight and buying some of her old baby stuff....so that will be fun. At least a bright spot to look forward to today!!

27 weeks

and 3rd trimester!! Woohoo!!! Super exciting in my little world. This week the little guy is the size of a pot roast or cauliflower depending on which website you check. Weighing in at 2 pounds and measuring around 15 inches. The bloodynoses are still abundant. I'm bringing them up again at my next appointment. The top of my stomach has developed little bumps. I am assuming from the shirts rubbing on it. It's not used to having shirts rub on it all day (and yes that means it's sticking out more!) Sleeping is getting to be more and more uncomfortable. I've always been a stomach sleeper and trying to learn to sleep on my side is NOT fun. And I've been waking up with bloody noses and to pee and then not able to fall back asleep. I watched the clock for almost an hour last night before falling back to sleep. Not too fun. My next appointment is in a week. Then we start going every 2 weeks. I have my gestational diabetes test this afternoon. I will find out the results next week at our appointment. So until then I'm not going to think or worry about it.

Only a few more days til our baby classes start.  Looking forward to that.  I am going to start making a list of the things we need to buy. I haven't bought much in the way of clothes so I need to do that.  And we need to come up with a better budget for after the baby gets here....a lot to do!  But for now I'm going to enjoy being 27 weeks pregnant.

More baby stuff

I'm back at work after a wonderful long weekend and I'm bored already! Not a good sign for the week. I have plenty to do, just don't want to do it. My brother started work today. He's going to be learning what I do so he can do it while I'm gone on maternity leave. I know he'll do just fine, but I'm hoping he can really take over and that way when I come back part time it won't be that big of deal. But after the morning we had around here I don't think I'll be bringing it up! Maybe in a few weeks we'll discuss again.

Yesterday after a busy day in the yard we went to run some errands. I had a $15 gift card from BRU that expires on Sunday so we went there with the intention of buying something useful (diapers, or something) but no, I was sucked into the clothing section and ended up with a t-shirt, onesie and overalls. So cute. I know I should have bought something practical, but oh well. I haven't bought any clothes to speak of for the little guy and he needs something to wear!! We also stopped by a friends to look at their pack and play. His little girl is 3 and doesn't need it anymore. They hardly used it, their house was set up so that they didn't really need it. So it's like new and super cute blue and yellow plaid. He showed us how to set it up and put it away. But of course I had to do it on my own when I got home. It is so easy! I decided to leave it up over night and I get up this morning to find my cat sitting in it. I'm sure she thinks it's just a new place for her to sit....but it was still sort of cute. I'm sure I won't think so when there's a little baby in there. But we won't leave it near other chairs so she can't jump in!

I'm getting more excited every time we buy or get more stuff for the baby. Makes me feel more and more ready. I know I still need a lot, but we have time. And I'm sure I'll be running out tons after the baby comes!!

So tired!

Let's just say physical labor and pregnancy do not go well together (unless that labor is to get the baby out!)  We've been working around the house and holy cow...I'm exhausted!  But at least we got a lot done. So I feel good about that.

I had yet another friend tell me she's pregnant.  She's almost 12 weeks and will be going public on Wednesday after her ultrasound. I'm super excited for her. I swear it seems like more and more people are jumping on the bandwagon!  

And last, we start our baby classes next week!!!!  I'm super excited. I know they won't be too thrilling, but it's one step closer to the ultimate goal!  And I think it will make it a little more real.  And I think it will help us both be on the same page about everything! Not that we aren't already but I have a feeling it might bring out a few more questions and emotions out of both of us. 

Well better go get busy. I think we're going to run a few quick errands after dinner but I need to get cleaned up first!!!

Long weekend

I love long weekends. The short week that follows usually sucks, but I'll enjoy this time while I have it!  I spent yesterday helping get my parents boat ready for the season. It was filthy because the guys who painted the hull didn't close up the doors before they sanded. So everything was covered with a fine dust.  We got a lot done but it needs more. And we helped clean up the yacht club and plant flowers.  It was a long day and we were only there for a few hours.  Today Dean played golf with a bunch of guys.  They had a good time. My mom came over and helped me plant my flowers. That was so nice of her! I was really sore from yesterdays work so having help was so nice!  I got a few other jobs done around here too....so I feel good about that.  There's of course still more to do, but isn't that what being a homeowner is all about?  I hope to get a good night sleep and get busy again tomorrow.  Although I also want to spend the day relaxing too...tough call!  Maybe I can do a bit of both.  I might have to spend it relaxing, my body might not be able to take much more physical labor. My feet and back are killing me.  So it might be a light day. We'll see.  

Hope everyone has a good Memorial Day!  

26 Weeks

The little one is the size of a hothouse cucumber. Getting bigger! It's been a week of ups and downs. I've been a little more emotional than normal. I'm not normally an emotional person so these outbursts are not exactly fun! Other things to note, the belly is getting bigger, I'm more tired during the day and sleeping less, my skin on my face is changing color (turning darker) which I guess is normal, the nosebleeds are still quite frequent and I'm feeling him move more and more everyday! I love it. Sometimes I can really feel a jab or kick, but sometimes it just feels like flips or something. Babycenter says to start watching for braxton hicks in the next few weeks. So far, I haven't felt any (at least that I knew of). Overall still feeling ok. Looking forward to the next few weeks. I can see how the last months sort of drag by when you're constantly waiting for the next thing! But I have the diabetes test next week, appointment the week after and we start our baby classes that week. And in 3 weeks my aunt comes and then the shower! I'm excited for the baby classes. I'm anxious to learn more about the process, tour the hospital and just see how things go. Tonight I have dinner with friends and only 2 more days to the work week. AND we get out early on Friday...like at 2:30! Woohoo!! I can't wait.

And a quick shower note....Dean wants me to invite his mom to the shower....boo. I had basically made up my mind about it. Decided that since she didn't seem to care I didn't want her there. I know that sounds mean. But it's not about her feelings anyway right now. But he point blank asked me if I invited her so of course I said no. He said he thinks we should invite her and she told him she doesn't know anything about showers so that's why she doesn't want to do one. I'm sorry, she knows a lot of people. She could ask. She has plenty of siblings, cousins, aunts etc that have had grandkids who would know. So anyway, bottom line is I'm inviting her and one of her sisters. I'm betting she doesn't come. But at least I like the sister!! I honestly didn't think I'd have shower drama. I really didn't. I'm probably bringing this on myself by letting myself get so wrapped up in it, but it's hard not to when you expect your mother in law to at least care that she's having a grandchild. Ok....enough bitching. I swear as soon as I get over it something else comes up! But we're done now.

100 days!!!!

Holy crap tomorrow is double digits! I can't believe how fast it really has gone by. I hate to think that 6 months of my life are just gone, but I am so excited that I am that much closer to meeting my son! Only 100 days left. Sounds like a lot, but it will go by fast, I just know it!

And today is my brothers birthday! I won't see him since he doesn't live near me, but hopefully I'll be able to get a hold of him on the phone!

Happy Monday!

Sunny Sunday

Yesterday was my last soccer game. It was sort of sad, but honestly I'm glad to be done with it. The girls were really cute though, they all said thank you for coaching and seemed thrilled to get the medals. One of the fa miles gave me a cute baby outfit and another family gave me a gift card to Babies R Us. Very sweet, but not necessary. I coach for the fun, not to get something in return. It is very rewarding to see the girls enjoy playing soccer, being outside and learning new things. But it will be nice to have my Saturdays back!

Dean is working most of the weekend so I've been hanging out by myself. I got the house cleaned yesterday, which is nice. I should plant flowers but I think I'm going to wait til next weekend. If I start Friday, I'll have 3 days to get it all done! So instead I think I'm going to my parents. They have a cradle my great grandma used and I want to clean it up and see what it looks like.

I'm starting to get a little nervous for the arrival of this little one. With that little outfit hanging on the back of the chair at breakfast, Dean and I both admitted a little bit of apprehension. It's funny, we both wanted this and now that it's here we're not so sure! I know we'll love being parents and will fall into the rolls just fine, but it's still a little scary! I'm sure this feeling will pass, but will probably be back from time to time. At least we are both feeling the same way so we can help each other through it.

I didn't think it could happen....

but it did. My father in law has officially done the most jackass-y thing yet. My husband plays in pro-am golf tournaments on Mondays throughout the summer. It's a nice thing to do with/for his friends, people who play at their course and people he gives lessons to. They get to play really nice courses and have a nice lunch after. It's usually a good time. Each Tuesday they call to make a tee time for the next week and depending on where it's being held, it can be quite difficult to get a time. This week for example is one of those weeks. They are playing at point-of-woods which is a very nice, very private golf course. Even as a pro, he can't get on there. Well every year he takes his dad and some of his dads friends. One year they didn't get a tee time and his dad was all kinds of pissed off. So anyway, he called, got a tee time and his dad got 2 other guys to play. All was set. Until today. He was talking to his dad today and apparently they're going to Indiana to watch their horse (that is a whole other post!!) race. And his dad informs him that if they're winning money or having fun then he isn't coming home to play on Monday. WTH...after all the shit he pulls about playing in THIS tournament, now he's just going to back out? And leave Dean to find someone else to play with his Dad's friends?? And at the last minute? That's just rude. I now know for sure that his parents don't think of anyone but themselves...ever. Ugh...so annoying.

25 weeks

Baby is the size of an Eggplant this week. I really need to start studying up on my vegetables, I have no idea what an eggplant looks like! We had an appointment this morning and everything seems fine. We saw a different doctor this time and I have to admit I wasn't a fan. First off she said I'm gaining too much weight. I've gained 20#'s....yes this is probably a lot for only being 25 weeks, but it's not like I'm already at 40 or something. And I haven't gained a lot in any one week/month. It's been pretty steady. Of course I just sat there and didn't defend myself. When what I really wanted to tell her was that I just ate breakfast at Ihop. That I struggled for 2 long years to get to this point and I'm not going to starve my baby. No, I don't want to eat a ton of junk, but I don't think a cookie or some ice cream is going to hurt too much every now and then. And then they found white blood cells (leukocytes?) in my urine. I don't have any pain or odd discharge (gross, sorry) but I haven't felt too good all week so I'm probably just fighting off a cold. Which explains why I don't feel good and would rather be home in bed. Baby's little heartbeat was going strong at 160 bpm. We got to listen to him for a long time! I got my paperwork for the glucose test, so I need to do that next week. And some how I got messed up on my weekly appointments. I should have gone last week, but I think the ultrasound messed it up since it was a little late. So I go back in 3 weeks and then after that we start every 2 weeks until 36 weeks and then every week. I hope that makes it feel like it's going by faster!

I got a call from a friend last night who's sister is done having kids and moving to Florida and is selling a lot of her baby stuff. I am going to buy her exersaucer and maybe bathtub from her! Pretty fun. And we're going to buy a pack and play from one of Deans co-workers. Even if we end up with double of any of this stuff, we can leave on set at my parents. So we'll get together next week and get that stuff.

So now I have a few things on my to do list....and wait til June 3rd to hear the little guy again.

Motivation is gone....

I usually can push myself out of any lull I have at work and get back to work, but this week it hasn't been working. I just can't seem to focus...at all! I keep thinking of anything BUT work. My plans for tonight, the doctor appointment tomorrow, the GD test I have coming up, my next appointments and when they start going to every 2 weeks, going out to breakfast tomorrow, pretty much anything except work! I have a feeling this last hour is going to drag by!!! I guess I'd better get moving...maybe I can get a little done before I go!

Monday Monday

Oh today is a true Monday. I'm tired, not wanting to be at work, etc., etc. I did however drag my dead A out of bed and go to the gym. And of course all the lanes were full so I did some stuff in the other pool. Not as effective, but still ok. I figure better than nothing!

The weekend was full of activity. Probably too much! Here's a quick recap....

Friday after work I met Dean at Babies R Us and we registered. It was fun, but a little overwhelming. I may go back this week to add a few things, but I might just leave it as is. We had dinner at Sonic. It's new to our town and we both wanted to try it. It wasn't that good. I don't think I'll be going back. And a quick trip to Target and Sams rounded out the night.

Saturday we were up and outta there to get to my brothers graduation. It was 50* and cloudy and they school decided to have it outside. There goes my outfit plans. At this stage of the game, I don't have a lot of options, so it was a little tough to find something at the last minute. About 15 minutes after we sat down it started to rain. Not hard, but still wet and cold. The president of Dominos and a survivor of the Holocaust were the keynote speakers. They both did a good job. And then they rattled through the 450 graduates. Overall it was nice, but we were about done sitting out there by the time it was over. Then we had a quick lunch at the Sigma Chi house and helped Tyler pack his car. I think we left for home around 3. It was a good day, he was thrilled to be graduating and moving on with life. And it was fun to see my other brother and his wife, we don't see them as often.

After the trip home I took a quick nap and then it was off to a wedding. Which after it was all said and done, I could have done without. It really was too busy of a day. The ceremony didn't start til 6:30 so it was a late night (later than I would have liked). The ceremony was nice and the reception was too. It was for Deans family so I don't know them hardly at all. None of them knew about the baby. And his mom made it blatantly clear that she basically had no interest in the baby. There will be no shower thrown by her. She isn't shopping for the baby or sewing anything for the baby. I of course was upset by all of this, but am trying to remind myself that I don't want her that involved anyway. I wish I could just let it go, but I know I'm going to be upset every time they don't do something. Come to see the baby after he's born, come to Christmas, 1st birthday party, etc. It will all probably bother me. And I keep searching for the reason behind it and I think I figured it out today...I don't want the reason to be me. I need to know that there's another reason out there. So I have decided that even though my mom offered to have another shower with his family, I'm not going to do it. It's not fair to her. She has enough going on. She doesn't need to do that. She's already doing enough. And if anyone asks about a shower I'll just say that my MIL didn't want to have one. I'm done worrying about her feelings. She obviously doesn't give a shit about mine!

So I was pretty upset about that on Sunday, but spent the day at home alone while Dean went and played golf with his parents. Thankfully I didn't have to go. Then we went to my parents for dinner. I know my parents have their quirks and can be a pain in the rear sometimes, but it's nice to have a normal house to go to for dinner! Mothers day was nice, it was nice to spend it with my mom. We always have to do something with his mother....so I wanted to be sure we did this. She'll have a rude awakening next year when I'm a mother too and we won't be jumping to spend every holiday with her...since she can't seem to find time in her busy schedule to see us any other time, why should I give up my holidays to be with her? I realize I'm being a brat about this, but I don't care today. I am way over tired and not feeling too hot. Just waiting to go home:-)

So as you can see, it was a full weekend. Lots of fun, family and drama....of course! And now looking forward to a busy week!

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mothers day to all the moms out there. Hope you all have a wonderful day with your families!

In our house we decided this was the practice round for next year when we can really celebrate!

For all of you out there still dreaming of your little one, dreams do come true one way or another! This day is hard, I know. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Sisterhood award

I am honored to have been given this award!

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I nominate the following:

The Needham Family

The Little Bean Blog

Wishing for my Miracle

Trying to become Pregnant with PCOS

Just so I don't forget

I'm only doing 5....but if you want to play go right ahead!

Happy Friday!!!

Bored

I'm terribly bored at work. I have plenty to do, but don't feel like doing it. So here I go...

I picked up my new glasses today at lunch. They're cute. I have never been a huge fan of glasses but I broke mine and needed new ones. I was most concerned about the birth because I can't wear my contacts. And I don't remember if I wrote about this or not, but my contacts have been driving me crazy the last few months and apparently because of the pregnancy my hormones and proteins are out of whack and depositing on my contacts, therefore making them uncomfortable. So I have new contacts to try and these new glasses to try to wear a little more. I am going to at least try to wear them at home all the time. I might not be able to handle them all day though. We'll see.

The husband and I are going to register tomorrow. He blocked it off in his schedule but didn't put what it was for...and of course he forgot why we were doing something. I know he doesn't really want to go, but I don't care. I'm putting my foot down and making him go. Although I'm starting to question why I'm even registering. I'm having one small shower and I'm sure my moms friends will buy what they want:-) Oh well. It'll be fun. And it will help me figure out what we really need. And who knows, maybe my in laws will figure it out and do something....we'll see. I'm a little nervous about the whole process, but I'm sure we'll do just fine. Babies R Us isn't that far away, we can always go there anytime to pick something up.

My youngest brother is graduating from college on Saturday. We're all going over there to watch. Should be fairly boring, but we're all excited for him. After the ceremony and some time at the fraternity house we are headed back to a memorial tea for a family friend who passed away a few years ago from liver disease at the young age of 16...so sad. But her family is great and we love remembering with them. And then...if that weren't enough for one day we're going to a wedding where we basically don't know anyone because we don't see that side of the family. My MIL is going but not FIL because he's still mad his sister (the brides grandma) didn't come to my wedding. The wedding my FIL almost didn't attend. The wedding he had NOTHING to do with. He didn't even come to the rehearsal dinner. So basically since he's such a jackass, he doesn't talk to them so none of them probably know we're pregnant. Could be an interesting night. I hope we don't have to stay long. The ceremony is at 6:30 and they're not having dinner, just hor' dourves...so hopefully it will be a short night! And of course we couldn't have Mothers day without some sort of BS. Of course my MIL wants to play golf. I can't and won't play 18 holes on a regular day much less now at 6 months pregnant. Every time we go p lay golf his mom makes comments about why I don't play more and why I play and coach soccer...sometimes I want to scream at her! And of course they make comments about why I won't play 18 holes...when in all reality it's because they're so damn annoying! So needless to say I won't be seeing them on Sunday. It will be interesting what happens next year when I'm a mother. Because I'll be damned if I'm going to do what she wants to do...I know that makes me sound like a selfish brat, but she hasn't hardly given me the time of day since I married her son...why should I care what she thinks??? Ok...enough about that (as you can see I could go on all day!!!)

Only a little more than an hour left....I think I can do it:-)

24 weeks

Only 16 more to go:-) Not that I'm counting or anything! Things are still going well. I have been extra tired this week. Too busy I think. But after Saturday I don't have much going on for a while so I should be able to rest up!
Nothing too new to report. Still having heartburn, having trouble sleeping (well, finding a position that is comfortable to sleep in), still feeling little kicks and movement. I'm anxious for the 'real' kicks to start. Although with the anterior placenta I wonder if it will be a while. I did read today that the uterus is the size of a soccer ball...yikes! That seems huge! I have officially retired my rings. My finger seem swollen and I have a old wound on my ring finger and it decided to start bleeding last night when I took my ring off, so I figured I would just leave it off. Our next appointment is next Wednesday and then soon after that the GD test.
The shower my mom, aunt and friend are throwing is well in the works. The invites should go out next week. It should be pretty low key, but fun. Apparently Dean's side of the family isn't going to do anything. His mom basically lives under a rock and has no idea of social graces, so she probably doesn't even know what a shower is. I don't think we're inviting her to our shower...why bother. She obviously doesn't care. She has shown NO interest in the baby, pregnancy or me whatsoever. Yes, I am irritated about this, but what can I do. I can't make someone throw a shower. And my mom is doing one and it will be fun with lots of fun, friends and cake:-) So I will focus on that for now.

My link is gone...

I'm so disappointed. My link is gone, I can't look at that cute little boat bookshelf and dream of what my little boys room is going to look like. Stupid internet. I guess I'll keep looking from memory.

I'm at work all alone this afternoon. It's quite peaceful. I was a little concerned about having no one to help me answer the phones, but really, what's a few missed phone calls. It's not like I'm in the business of saving lives! And a few hours without the crazies will be nice! I'm sure the time will go by way too fast and then they'll be back!

Tonight I have to take the kitties to the vet...all alone! Usually we go together so we don't have to battle with the both of them. But tonight it's just me. I hope they cooperate and just go in their carriers! Then it's off to preggo swimming. I'm going to be exhausted but hopefully I'll sleep good tonight! That would be nice!

Tomorrow is V-day. I haven't actually thought much about it. I know there are a lot of women out there who look forward to this day because of problems or issues they've had. But thankfully we have been so lucky with this pregnancy. However with it right around the corner, I have to admit I'm a little relieved. Only 16 more weeks....which I must say sounds like an eternity, but I know it's not. I know August will be here before we know it!!!

Ok, better get back to work. It's hard to be motivated with no one else here:-)

Nursery

So we had basically decided to do a nautical theme for a boy bedroom long before we knew it was a boy. I like boats, grew up on the water, and think it will 'last' well into toddlerhood. I found cute bedding, have an idea for the walls and then a friend sent me this. Check out the 4th picture, that bookcase is perfect. I LOVE it. Do you think I can find it anywhere? No. I have emailed the company who put that design together but haven't heard back. Although it's only been a few days. I hope I hear back. But if anyone in internet land has seen anything like that...let me know! It would be perfect in my 'idea' of a bedroom!

And also, this heartburn today is killer! It started before lunch and now it's worse. Doesn't seem to matter how much water I drink. And Tums tend to make my stomach hurt more, so those are out right now. Only 3 more hours of work! I think I can make it!

P.S. Sorry for asking for all this help out there....but I really appreciate the tips and information!! I think we'll have a major discussion about cloth diapers this week...

***Update*** I fixed the link:-)

Early Sunday Morning Thoughts

It's not even 8am yet and I have been up for hours. I've vacuumed the floors, cleaned the bathrooms, roamed the internet and cleaned up the kitchen...not bad for a Sunday morning. Now I'm just waiting for my delicious croissant to defrost in the toaster oven and I'm going to have a delish breakfast! One might think I was up this early because I'm pregnant and can't find a comfortable place to sleep...while this may be true, this is the real reason...








The fat striped one...he has a mind of his own. If he deems it time to get up, there is no stopping him. He cries and cries and cries until both of us are out of bed. Sometimes there's a reason for it. He may be out of food (upstairs, he has food in 2 places), his litterbox may not be to his standards, or he may not have enough water in the dish (it has to be basically full at all times) and sometimes it's just to be a brat. Which I think was the case this morning. So at 5:45 he started and by 6:30 I'd had enough. Plus Dean was up anyway getting ready to leave. I figured I might as well get up.
So that brings me to now....my thoughts on this chilly Sunday morning. My mom got the invitations for my shower yesterday. They are super cute. They did a good job. I realize the shower is NOT for me, but for my baby, but it's hard not to be a bossy boots about some of the details. I'm trying to keep my mouth shut, but it's hard! So this leads me to the thought of registering. I know I have to do it, but for some reason it's not top on my priority list. I think because there's no time we can go do it and now it just feels like a chore. We were going to go today but Dean's good friend is in town this weekend (and typical men, didn't plan ahead). So he's out golfing this morning. I may just do something online for now. I sort of know what I want/need, but I think going to the store will help minimize any mistakes. I may just go do it on my own anyway....who knows. But something needs to be done before the invites go out next week.
And lastly, cloth diapers. I have been going back and forth on these for months. Probably even before we got pregnant with this little peanut. At first I was gung ho about them. Thought it was the best idea ever, couldn't wait to start. Then I started to waiver. The "what ifs" started. What if I don't like the extra laundry, what if they don't work on my baby, what if we can't find a sitter who will agree to it...the list goes on. So I'm back to researching. There are so many brands, styles, sizes, etc. It's hard to decide. Part of me wants to register for some, but what if those don't work. This website has a 21 day trial where they send you different brands to try. Sounds like a good idea. Then you buy what you like. There's also a service here who will deliver and pick up diapers. It's a little expensive, but I don't have any extra laundry. We may go check it out after our next appointment. And lastly, it seems like a lot of people turn their nose up at cloth. Not sure if it's because they don't realize what is out there now, or they just have a bad idea of the whole thing. Who knows. I do know that it's my decision. I need to talk it over with Dean again I think. But for now, these are my questions:
1) How much laundry is it really. To read the directions, it sounds like you have to wash them 3 times what with the rinse cycles they require. That seems like a lot.
2) How many do I need? Do I go for the 'one size' or try to buy different sizes?
3) Do I use disposables in the beginning when he's a newborn until he can at least be in the next size up?
4) Is this going to be possible if I go back to work, even part time?
5) What is my main reason for doing this? Environment? Health of my child? Trendy? I honestly don't have a good answer for this one. I guess I'd have to say environment is my 1st reason, but then that goes back to washing 3 times and that is a lot of water and a lot of electricity to run the washer that much.
As you can see, I'm still undecided. At this point I guess I will not be registering for any cloth diapers. I will probably do the trial package after he comes and see how it goes. If anyone who reads this does use cloth, any tips, pros or cons would be greatly appreciated.
Well...I think it's time to stop thinking baby for a while and go read the Sunday paper. Enjoy the day!!

Friday

I have a headache and don't want to be at work...it's gonna be a long afternoon! At least we get to leave at 4. I'm counting the minutes!

Nothing too exciting going on today. I wasn't feeling the baby move as much this morning as usual so that freaked me out a little but then I reminded myself it's still pretty early to be feeling 'regular' movement. That helped.

I went swimming again today, that makes 3 days this week (including class). I figure that's about as good as it's going to get for me. I might go a few 'extra' times on the weekends when Dean is at work, but probably not til after soccer is over. It's still pretty fun. It doesn't feel hard when I'm doing it, but I always feel tired after so that's good.

We're still planning on registering on Sunday. If anyone has any 'must haves' let me know. I plan to do my final research tomorrow. I'm hoping to have the invites out by next weekend or shortly after (even though it's not up to me!). I'm not even invited to go look at the invites. This is a little difficult for someone like me who's a bit of a bossy boots. It will be a test of my patience!

Happy May and happy Friday!! Enjoy the spring weather!