Snap out of it

That is exactly what I need to do. I've been in a craptasic mood all week.  I am still getting over this cold, which isn't making me feel much better.  I feel like my schedule right now sucks.  I have all this time but yet I feel like I am always rushing.  And I keep thinking in another couple of weeks it will be different, in a another couple of months it will be different...but I've been saying that since August. And yes, things change over the weeks and months but now it's time for ME to change.  It might take a while, but this is my first step.  Admitting it.  Now it's time to work on the plan....just not sure what that plan should be yet.  But I know that to be the best mother I can be, I need to do something!!